Blog Oito

 A non-typical sunday entry is entered this week. I found myself in a situation i can not find the nerve or ability to change or adjust to within one day. A blog is used to express emotions,events, or concerns. A personal blog does differ then a professional blog, as it presents a more realistic opinion. Yet as this eventful and highly remarkable week within brazil has ended, I hit a brick wall as the world of emotions comes upon me. Emotions distort my week and the events that I have encountered. I have come upon the news of losing a relative today. Something more than a relative or family member title. Blood does not always resemble true family ties or memories. My heart goes out to my best friend back home. Names are not needed for this entry as the individuals know who i speak of. This moment brings out the true self in me and the fact I am not able to be home for this incident. If i could walk; i would walk, if i could run; id run, yet the distance that separates me from where i should be is unbearable for any human being. This blog will be short as i sit here in thoughts and memories of my childhood and my friendships. My silence is not to be seen as a negative thing, yet as a positive embrace of my grandma and her life. I wipe the tears from my family members and myself as i deal with this situation. Brazil is in your thoughts friend, and She will always be in my thoughts. Until another time, i leave this blog open ended and with a moment of personal silence and acknowledgement......